Tuesday, November 11, 2008

The day after tomorrow

I have 2 more days before I know if this IVF cycle has been successful. Or at least one step closer to our goal. So far our history hasn't yielded much hope, only heartbreak and disappointment. Even if the test is positive, doesn't mean that it's a viable pregnancy or that we will end up with our precious baby. The past has taught me that!
I don't have much in the way of symptoms, I've been constipated for about a week and have been eating everything I can think off to releave it which it did this morning; I don't think I've ever been so happy to go to the bathroom (if you know what I mean)!!!
It feels like my heart is beating faster, also I feel more tired than usual but these could all be in my head and I could be making myself feel these.
Never take anything for granted! Trust in the Lord to take care of you.
I want to take a HPT but I'm scared to see what it says. If it's negative, I'd rather live a couple more days with the hope of the possiblity of being pg but at the same time, I want to be prepared for the phone call from my REs office telling me it's BFN. I'm torn... Please God, grant us this one with, make our family complete!


Nikki said...

I am keeping my fingers crossed for you Kaila. I really hope this works for you, not just for the BFP, but all the way through! Good luck!!

Lisa said...

Just came across your blog and wanted to wish you all the luck in the world tomorrow. I know how you are feeling. My beta is tomorrow too, Thanksgiving Day. And I'm praying and hoping for a Thanksgiving miracle.

GOOD LUCK! I will send you positive vibes.